I fucking hate it. Because I'm nice, I get taken advantage of and walked all over. I wish I was strong enough to say something but I'm not. I wish I didn't let you just walk right back in my life, but I did. Because I'm nice. You completely fucked me over. And for some reason, I can look past that and STILL try to find some good in you. Because I'm the kind of person that tries to see the beauty in everyone. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you, and I'm sorry that it didn't work out but this whole thing is unfair. You are unfair. You make me feel guilty consistently for things I didn't even do, and things I shouldn't even be sorry for. Stop holding me back and let me move.the.fuck.on.
Thanks.
Ps I'm pissed and I can't figure out who's real and who's not. This always happens. I get at a high point in life, then somewhere, someone had to know that Ariel is FINALLY getting happy again and that apparently needs to stop. Fuck you world.
Sorry for the profanity to whoever reads this. IF anyone even reads this.
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