First time.

I’m fairly pissed off at the world.

Sometimes I feel like I don’t belong.

Sometimes nothing seems right or fair.

Sometimes I don’t understand anything of what’s going on.

How much longer is this going to go on?

How much more can I take?

Lately, this fucking cloud just follows me around.

I can see now that all of these clouds are following me in my desperate endeavor, to find my whoever, whoever he may be.

But it’s been different since you came along.

You make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world.

You make me smile like the sun.

And maybe, just maybe,

You’re the guy I’ve been looking for.

All the signs are right.

I am attracted to you.

But, how do I know if you feel the same to me?

How do I know that you’ll treat me right, and love me for who I am and what I’m not?

I can only hope to god he’s being r e a l with me.

I wish things were easy.

But you know what that saying is…

“Life is a bitch. If it were a slut, it’d be too damn easy.”

The end.